Nothing special bout Espresso

I drank this Espresso Duppio from Starbucks, Summit (RM 6.30) at 8pm. I got sleepy by 10pm. What does this mean? And i didn't feel nauseous. It didn't upset my night. And mostly didn't upset my stomach for pasar malam later. Didn't eat much though. So late, and besides that I was also worried about my cholesterol problems. When i went for Pathlab to collect my results this morning, the nurse herself was shocked cause I had cholesterol problems. At 19 years of age, I have 7.0, and its normal if I had less than 5.2. It was pretty high. This means i have to say bye-bye to my best friends; prawns and squids and all those stuff. To bad guys, next time I'll just have to sit and stare while you guys eat french fries, fried squid and even fried banana. Anyway, I got to sign off, my eyes are already half closed, its already 11pm and I'm feeling sleepy. Stupid espresso. Wasting my money with no kick at all. And I'm hungry.. >.<

Videos of the past

Outing with Marcus.

Deepavali, outside Pn. Moli's house, 28/10/2008. Pek Yee never seen dimple before.

Inside Pn. Moli's house

Sonia bullying small kids

Jamie bullying small kid

inside Pn. Moli's house

something JC said bout Jamie that scared me n Sonia off

JC just staring

Math pro



Sushi Zenmai with Marcus, and a 2hour long preparation of Ebi Don.

People that got my pillow wet

The day has finally came, our last meeting(24th June 2009). Many of us turned up though of our busy plans, to meet one last time before everyone leaves to continue with their lives, preparing for their future.

We all met up in Pasta de Gohan, Pyramid for lunch, which i did not finish, probably because I sprinkled too much Parmesan cheese on my spaghetti. Our lunch lasted us 3 hours, haha. Must have plenty of things to catch up before we start meeting new friends. Later d guys went out for pool. Its not that I'm not a guy, just that ain't got no mood for pool at that time. So i ended up shopping with the girls instead. Felt so awkward when they were at the undergarments section.

Later 8 of us went to the bowling center but only 4 of us played. I did pretty good for the 1st game, seeing that i only played it once before and also cause it was my second time in my life to get a strike. I was surprised when Pek Yee got the highest for our 2nd game. She must have some telekinetic power or something. She was able to curve the ball, preventing it from entering the gutter. Some game huh...

After bowling, my right hand felt crippled. But i continued playing archery nearby. My hands weren't shaking as bad as before. Maybe it because of my consistent sports activity. I remembered the last time i played with them, my left arm was shaking like mad!!! As though i had Parkinson's. I had lots of fun there, shooting at other peoples target.. haha. and thanks Ying Wai for sparing me extra 5 arrows. It was really fun, just one problem for me. I got a bruise from playing it, due to the tension of the string when it reflects back. Wasn't really pain if I didn't touch it. Felt so relieved later when we went for dinner in Sakae Sushi and when i ordered an ice-cold drink to put over my bruise. Another long dinner session. lasted us about 3~4 hours too. Too bad Grace wasn't feeling well. We had to send her back earlier to let her get some rest. I think we would have stayed till midnight though. Owh well, still got plenty of battery power then, decided to simply take pictures of everything and anything.

In the end, we said our last goodbye in the car and take plenty of pics before we went back. I just crashed on my bed when i got back. I tried very hard not to think about anything, but eventually, my emotions took over. I didn't stop till this morning when I chat with Pek Yee. Thanks a lot again for comforting me and been there when I needed someone. Now as I write this blog, with teardrops on my laptop, I hope that everyone knows how much I miss them, esp. my best friend, Jamie. And as for Sonia and Ping Ying, I won't miss you, I'll be seeing you everyday. Same goes for Jen Chong and Chun Hwa on a weekly basis. Though I can't be together with all of you in person, I hope that we are all together at heart. Do not be sad, though I'm trying my very hardest not too, and it doesn't work. No durians can save me from depression now...


Yours Truly,
B




(P.S. Do tell me the exact date you all are coming back, so i can plan another major outing again)

Loneliness

Omg I feel terrible. All of my friends are leaving town to do their own course far far away. Some as far as Sabah and Sarawak and even Singapore. I'd never felt so depressed ever before, I could actually cry. I hardly feel anything after my friends split during form 5, but this is totally different. No offence but, form 6 has been really great. I really miss hanging out with everyone, though there are a few anti-social ones(lets not get into names now). Luckily for me, my aunties came by this evening with my life saving, anti-depression pills.... Durians!!

I actually felt a whole lot better after soaking my mouth with creamy D24 durian flesh, I'd totally forgotten about everything around me. Not a single thought. I could have flewn to heaven on that instant.. Im not promoting durians or whatsoever(I obviously am), but I'll miss every single one of my form 6 friends. I'm glad that we shared our moments or pain and joy together. It really has been an honor studying with you all.

I hope all the best for all my friends out there, who are departing soon. Some on Friday, some on Sunday, others next month. And hope we could all meet up soon when u guys come back.


Hugs and Kisses, (No gay stuff aite)
B-Kwon