Test

Show encrypted text

Like water..

Omg, Its been such a long time since I spent so much money within such a short period. My money has been practically flowing out like water. Though in trade for fun, it might be worth it. But still at a pretty costly price. Getting broke soon. O.O

It's me against the world

Its been a pretty messy week. Though being fun, I was running through a series of mixed emotions. Lots of confusion and excitement, the feeling is just undescribable. My semester is coming to an end soon. Missing my friends is one thing, but my seniors are graduating soon. Being able to be in the same class with them was a great pleasure and a great experience. Well, I'm glad to have that chance even if its for 1 semester. Going through the ups and downs with them is one of the experiences I'd cherish while in this college.

Though we would be going to our separate paths, I'd like to wish you guys all the best in your future endeavours and hope our paths will meet someday.

Life's a beach. You get smooth sand in the beginning, go deeper and you'll get hit by the waves.

Had a great outing with Shao yesterday. While in my car on the way back from 1Utama, we had a great HTHT session and we were discussing about our stress level that we were facing. Its so funny when my stress comes from people related issues and nothing to to with studies at all while hers was the complete opposite. Having most of her stress from studies and no people stress. We talked about how innocent our lives used to be, or still is. However, I still urge you guys not to simply trust the people around you. Its a "dog eat dog" world out there. Don't be too naive as you only have yourselves to blame. Those of you who have yet to encounter such issues, good for you.

What are you thinking?

My life now is currently filled with lots of fun, excitement, confusion and politics. Though its still great fun to observe this politicking going on... What more could I ask for... Life's been great so far.

You are the apple of my eye

Every time we move on to the next stage in life, we often ask ourselves, Who can I trust? Well, its a pretty big deal to me. Everyone seems so different from time to time, making me doubt every single person. This stage of life is inevitable, it helps us to grow mentally to prepare us to the next stage in life. In the movies, they often say, What you see isn't what you get. Well, reality kicks in deep when you find yourself stuck in this situation. No idea how to move on.

Now tell me, can I trust you?

女人心，海底针。

A month has passed since our prom night event has started. Though the memory of it is still pretty fresh in my mind. Although it was pretty hectic, but it was fun as well. At least I was lucky that I had a chance to participate in this event as it has brought everyone together. Being able to face stressful times together, had our great laughters together, it was just priceless. Even though the event didn't turn out to be as expected but, being able to pull this event through was good enough. From the audience's perspective, everything went well.

After the 4 hour long event, everyone was dead tired. Many rejoicing and celebrating already after the event was over.

I was glad the event was finally over. I felt the sense of accomplishment after seeing everyone faces, they seemed to have enjoyed our hardwork. However, the emcee for the night wasn't in such a happy mood. I thought he wasn't really professional when he belittled me backstage. But, luckily he was experienced and did not have a major screw up on stage. Such a relief I need not deal with him anymore. And oh, by the way, he is also the lead singer of a pretty famous local band, Dragonred. A pretty big shot.

Anyway, here's just a special thanks to the president of our club, Tan Pek Tong, for organising this event and bringing us together, its been a pleasure serving under you.

Synthesia

Synthesia is a pretty friendly user programme. For those of who don't know, it's a programme for pianists from all grades. As seen on most Youtube sites, its a programme that reads notes from MIDI files, and convert them to piano keys. The only weakness it has is that it only runs on MIDI file. So if there's a particular piano music sheet you would like to play, it has to be in MIDI format. However, another programme, Sharpeye, allows users to change .tif files into MIDI format. Here's a tutorial for that. Once converted to MIDI, you can use them on your Synthesia player. It makes playing piano a lot easier. Well, at least for me.

I'm in denial.

You're such an ass. Acting all so nice in front of me and/or any other person around you. Truth is, you're just another hypocrite. Hate that part of life. Just because you're a weirdo doesn't give you the reason to treat someone like this. Every selfish move you make since that day has gradually reduced my respect for you. Shame on you!

The Heartbeat in every Relationship

Trust, is just so important to maintain a long lasting friendship, it is the core to all relationships that we make. As I age in this world, I find it harder to trust the people around me. Even in college life, I can't really trust people I sit next to everyday, can't even imagine how the working life would be. Even at such a stage, where people aren't really competing to accomplish something, some people would just turn around and back-stab you.

After 21 years of living, I just found out the hard way that people can't be trusted easily, especially those that I've just met. I've always been the happy-go-lucky type for the past 20 years I guess, never really got into trouble because of this. Lately, I've just messed things up really bad just by telling the wrong person an important information, although I thought he was a person I could trust. After knowing him for about a couple of months or so, I started to open myself, hoping to be able to share my problems, but this instead got me into a deep hole of trouble. You can call me naive but I used to trust people very easily. Everybody just seem so nice and friendly on the outside.

I takes years for a person to earn their trust, knowing this, I will definitely treasure those people that I still trust now. Its like they say "Friendship is like a book. It takes a few seconds to burn, but it takes years to write." Hope our friendship and trust will last.

Life as we know it

Life is just full of disappointments. You'll get disappointed by co-workers, friends, even close friends. It just seem so hard to put it into words for them, just gotta suck it all in and take the blame. How long can I go on like this? Some words are just better to be left unsaid. I guess in that sense, no one really truly knows/understands me, so far. I'm trying to catch up with reality, though I've been avoiding it for a while. Took me a while to understand the phrase :"Change is the only constant". Guess I had to find that out the hard way too.
No point dwelling in the past, there's nothing left for you there.

A toast to ourselves

Things just feel so different this semester. Everyone being so busy with their work. Having this long holiday doesn't feel right anymore. What has become to all of us? Everyone's changed. She was right, are we all drifting apart? How did we change so much? You were right too, friends don't last forever. It's just too hard to get it back all together again. So hard to change it..

At the bottom of the corporate food chain

Exams is finally over.. Next challenge will be my internship which will commence on the 1st of June. Its a rather big company named Grant Thornton(GT) in Jalan Sultan Ismail, KL. Luckily for me, I'm doing something thats related to my studies, auditing. Well, all I can say is GT is one of the top 10 accounting firms in Malaysia, and I guess I'm just lucky enough to enter this company for my internship. Thank God a few bunch of my classmates are going there as well, at least I won't be working alone there. I think having people you know working with you is better in some ways. At least we can watch each other's backs, but some people don't prefer working with friends. No idea why yet. Its a whole new world out there and I just hope I can adapt to this life fast enough. Good luck to myself and all my friends working out there now.. Cheers!!

Attention ladies

Read this quote online somewhere, thought its very meaningful.. wanted to share it

Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

So ladies, patience is a virtue.