I guess the worst type of pain is when you are hurt deep inside, and yet can't show it out as not to affect those people around me. Having to force a smile day by day. Its just tiring.

不能说的秘密

I guess if everyone has the same response, then there is something wrong with me.
There is no more hope...

对不起 我却没捉紧你

Its just so sad for it to end this way. I guess the problem has been going on for far too long. If this is your wish, then I will respect it. This is how you've always treated me, and I guess its fair you made it official. So much has changed between us, but know that I will always miss the old days. That's probably why I didn't want to let go. I'm sorry for hurting you as much as you've hurt me. =(

What if?

What happens when you start to fall for someone you know you're not suppose to fall for. Its just all too dangerous.

Don't get mad when a person cares too much. Worry when they stop caring.

So much has happened lately. I guess experience makes me a more bitter person. Don't come back and say I didn't told you so. Everything happens for a reason. I hope you don't regret it.

Que sera, sera

My failure haunts me every time I think about it. I guess it isn't easy to forget about things, especially when I tried to overcome the fears I have. I can't cope with this failure. Just need a shoulder to cry on but yet no one to turn to. The people that I used to trust probably don't trust me any more, don't care about me any more. It's hurtful to see this happen, but its just out of my hands. Suffering in silence is not the best choice, but its the only one I have. I guess a lot of things will change, its the only way to cope with everything that has happened. I'd most probably regret it, but that's the only choice I have. Just hurtful to be an outcast. Guess I don't matter any more.

A time machine would be good.

The worst part of growing up is all the complications, confusions and responsibilities that comes along with it. If only the world was that naive, I believe we would all live a better life. As the Newton's third law says, every action has an equal and opposite reaction, we all must take responsibilities on every action we make, though most of the time its not pleasant.

谁说做人容易。

So much had happened during this semester. I fear I am no longer the man I once was. It is my final semester, and I have to start focusing. Too many temptations and distractions at my disposal. Confusion and stress is building for every single day of this semester. No doubt studying here is much more fun, its much more complicated than I expected.

A journey of a thousand miles begins with one step

With every step we take, we gain experience. All in all, it was worth a try.

Underdemeciated

Everything's changed, so much so that I barely recognise myself anymore. Well, they say to change for the better is a good thing, but then, too much of it is also dangerous. I guess this semester really drained a lot out of me.